Sometimes, the one person we thought we'd like to keep around us for the rest of our lives ends up being the last person we want to talk to. There are some really good times when you promise each other never to fight and never to have an argument. But when the bad times come, you don't know what hits you and you stand there fighting, all those promises forgotten. But it's not one sided, both are equally involved in it. But you should always knows what to say and when and how to control that blabbering mouth. Because that is when the damage is done. Words said in anger are most of the time true, no matter how much you deny it later. And when i reach my saturation point where the brain says "no more!", that is when you realize you are wrong.. But now it is too late. Over a year has been lost in this ridiculousness and now it is time to move on. Now when I have decided to take a stand and I am strong, you can't come can tell me not to do it. There are things which you do not understand and don't even try to understand. Your behaviour is not my responsibility. Giving me the excuse that it's your nature doesn't work. If that is your nature, then being happy and carefree is mine. And these exactly what you are not letting me be. One second you decide to fight because it suits your mood and the other second you come back talking as if nothing happened. That is not how it works. Giving vent to your feeling just to take out your anger isn't how you are supposed to behave with people you call friends. After a point, it gets too much to handle. Everything does not revolve around you and my world specially does not. So it is not going to be according to you anymore. We won't talk just because you want to. We won't fight just because you want to get rid of your anger. We won't forget everything instantly just because you have nobody else.
Not anymore. Not now. I'm done. Just because you are bored in your vacation and don't have anything or anyone else, it does not mean you pretend everything is goody-goody between us. Because it is not and it won't be again.